Acting a bit crazy,
What am I doing lately?
If is it not me,
What is it then?
What’s going on in my mind
Cut deep through my brain and bone.
It’s dark inside.
I can’t see.
Not anymore.
I’m blind in denial,
Drowning & hoping,
A better life.
I have forget,
Who I was.
Life is a mirror,
Acting like a river.
Look into sky,
Write down your lines.
In blink of an eye,
Sun is gone.
Night is a wolf,
Moon—it’s its scar.
Far from sky, on the earth,
We’re daunted,
So haunted,
By our lives.
It’s neither a willingness nor a satisfaction.
It’s all just presence.
That’s what you need,
To living a life without a regret.
Not a dark cloud around my head,
Not a tear in river of my eyes.
I don’t who I was,
I don’t who I am.
Not anymore.
Life felt like a failure,
On its knees,
About to be beheaded,
In front of my eyes.
I was traumatized.
It’s new season.
I feel like spring,
Colorful and light,
Back in life.
